me: *just chilin*
brain: hey guess what
me: what
brain: sudden overwhelming sadness, that's what
me:
me, softly: come on, man
friend: hey how are you doing
my dissociative ass: how am i doing what
me: *accidentally isolates myself from my friends and disconnects from online communities*
me: whered all my besties go
the smallest rejection from you and it feels like my world is ending
me: ignores people constantly
someone: *ignores me*
me: WHO THE FUCK DO THEY THINK THEY ARE
Me: reaches out to someone for help
Me, beating myself with a pole: 🔪THIS🔪 IS 🔪NOT 🔪THEIR 🔪PROBLEM 🔪LEAVE 🔪THEM 🔪ALONE🔪 STOP 🔪DRAGGING 🔪OTHER 🔪PEOPLE 🔪DOWN 🔪WITH 🔪YOU🔪
I have a massive fear that no one actually likes me, rather everyone is just politely tolerating me hoping I leave them alone
